the year before last year, there was two road in my life for me to choose. i was so confuse that it seems if i get the wrong choos, i may lost in my rest liife. but today i recalll the choice, so many fragments of my life remind me that it was just two roads. 

two roads diverged in a yellow wood

i'd go back and rechoose if i could

but here i lay now, sick and so confused

was it all lie or was it all true

sleep now gently my darling love

don't let my worries trouble you

people try hard to forget

but memories will always stay

nightmares and dreams of long passed things

try and chase me away from sleep

all that time i spent in the dark

just like that i'm in the light

everything will be fine

notice all the similarities

we go together like the birds and bees

just imagine what all could have happened

everyone i knew would long be dead

what really goes on behind closed doors

makes me secretly cry outloud

within alll there horrorstories

lay many times of regrets

always in such a frightened state

trapped in an imaginary cage

living life day by day

and soon enough some day

i'll come out and play

in a world where everything is upside down

i try hard not to lose my mind

things keep getting worse so

i tell myself everything will be fine

i want to grow up and be a real bad cop

in the end it will work